It's with humility to find way to be vulnerable, and to be whole after living within virtues from a childhood never looked into, though feeling questionable in hindsight. The universe answers all circumstances when the heart beats wide open. Sometimes no one cares, almost a feeling like always. I had to muster courage and reach out to a friend by the name Stu. It was painful, my heart. Maybe it will fade I got into the habit of letting the pains and unusual sensations live with me. I didn't live with the sensations they hangout and i did however make some art to make it all bearable and wearable.I was late to do something about it.There was an option, far far away. I traveled to meet Raquel Starhawk to retrieve my soul. Before I got there since I was on leave and hardly had nothing to do, fatigued from seasons in the kitchen, I could feel it. Like I was trying to numb it to a point so reckless. I could change of course but it was so sweet mostly self destructive. The light eaten.Walking into Raquel Starhawk was walking into myself, into corners that echoed familiar, yet forgotten and also hidden.I am integrating with more confidence because of going through the process with such a warm soul. I highly recommend nursing wounds with the gentle warrior that is mother and friend that you find in the facilitation and embrace of Raquel's pure intentions. 13/06/2025